Today is raining day again, last few day i dream about world end. My house was crush and everywhere was look horrible. I hope this dream is just always a dream, will be NOT happen. I stilll have alot of thing haven do b4 haven start to0. I still haven get my job, never couple b4, haven get wat i want and i still nd to have my own family and children. Sumtime i always think that, i will be alone? i will alone gone true everything? But v can't image n cannot know what will gona happen for our future and our life..
But my life now..i think is not that bad is not that good too...i din blame everyone, i just think why i always like wasting my time and doin nothing? I reali damn lazy. Tomolo will be my another interview goin i hope this time reali get my job and i dun wan to choose anymore and wait anymore..i dun care far o near now...This is de most near alrdy, i reali lazy and tired to find anymore..is like wasting my time now and i nd money n pay bak my sis..I reali hate to own her money. Always fight wit her..i reali hearts broken. She always never think about people and always know how to think about herself~~ I noe is good wen u think more about yourself..But in family u reali cannot did that..wat u reali did to your family now..everyone like scared u n like dun dare to talk to u...why i always told u..u just ok n give away??WHY??? Do u still rmb, u onli have 1 mum 1 dad n onli 1 sis.. i dun care u dun lik me...pls dun show off infrony your parents and your sis..n dun show your face...u reali dun understand your parents n family. I never say that i'm understand them veli much but at list i noe what is goin on and what they said to me. I rmb they say, if u always think about yourself i reali can't help. In the end, u will always gt noting.Reali is true~~
by,
Joey
